My nose is so sore right now. I’ve been blowing it all day. And the kleenexes we have at work aren’t very soft. At least the sore throat I had yesterday and this morning went away. Must have been that oj I drank this morning. Too bad it wouldn’t get rid of a stuffy, runny nose. The sudafed I took aren’t helping either. I hope it’s better tomorrow.

Mood: sick

You know … it’s nites like tonite that put me in a good mood … make me happy. I had no plans for tonite other than to go to Walmart to get some stuff I needed. I got a call about 5:30pm from Robin. She asked what I was doing at 6:30. Today is her birthday, and she was going out with two co-workers to Applebees and called to invite me to go too. I’m glad she did. I haven’t seen her in a while. I don’t see her as often as I should. She’s great.

Anyways … I met her there (actually, I beat her there … ). We ordered beers while we were waiting for her co-workers. We talked and drank and finally ate. She ended up having 2 beers (actually 1 1/2 ) and I only had 1. It was fun. We were there for about and hour and a half. It was good to catch up. We keep talking about going to The House of Rock sometime. We need to actually make plans to do so.

I never made it out to Walmart. Didn’t feel like going after leaving Applebees. I’ll go tomorrow after work. I might get my hair cut too if Mona is working. Then maybe I’ll ask her about that guy. I might try to talk her into coloring my hair for me if I get the stuff to do it. I’ll pay her too. I need a change. I need a new cut too.

Mood: happy

I’m really kicking myself in the ass about Saturday nite. Dammit … I wish I would have talked to him more. I’m such a candy ass. I guess it’s that damned ‘fear of rejection’ thing.

I don’t know why, but I can’t get him out of my head. Grrr … he keeps popping up at unexpected times. I have no idea why. I mean … I only danced with him to one song (”The Dance” … and he did say I was an interesting woman during our conversation during the dance). I haven’t been like this for quite a while. I guess I really blew it by not talking to him. Then again, maybe he was just being polite and I’m just a moron.

Maybe I’ll get a second chance some time. He may be out again. I think he goes out to Pete’s and Saturday wasn’t a one-time thing. I might talk to Mona about him when I go get my hair cut either Thursday or Friday (she works with his roommate … ). But then again, maybe I shouldn’t. I don’t want Mona to laugh at me. Even if I do run into him again, I’ll probably STILL be a candy ass.

Mood: lonely