Week off
I don’t have to work this week … 
I’m using the last of my vacation time up … I’ve got 40 hours left … so that’s a week off. I had to use it by the end of the month, so I figured I might as well take it now.
What am I doing on my vacation? Absolutely nothing. I have no plans. I wish I had more money saved up and a reliable car. I would have gone down to Kansas to visit Melissa. I haven’t seen her since I went down there 3 years ago on vacation. I miss her. And I’d love to get out of town … out of state … for a little while. But no dice. She did tell me that she’s planning on being up here at the end of the month. I’m hoping we can get together some time. I want to catch up with her and see her kids. They’ve grown up so much already.
I had planned on seeing if Mona or Barb or Amanda wanted to do anything during the week … depending on their work schedules. But, as I said in my last post, I’m not sure they’d even want to do anything with me. They know I have the week off. If they want to do something … they know how to find me.
I did see Barb and Amanda last nite at RibFest. They made some comment about why I didn’t say goodbye when I left. Obviously … they have no idea what was going on with me. I know I should just say how I feel … but why break my pattern of bottling things up?
Avalanche is playing at Bucks Thursday nite. I’m sure everyone will be out. It’ll be interesting to see how things go. I’m tempted to get there early and sit somewhere and see if they even come up to me. But I’m sure I’ll fall in to my old pattern. 
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