What is wrong with me?

I don’t think I’m going to be blogging for quite some time. After tonite … I feel so fucking alone. The people who I thought were my friends obviously don’t give a damn about me. They think that I walked away from them (at least that’s what Mona said in the text message that she sent me in response to the ones I sent her). They have no fucking clue how I really feel. They didn’t even try to talk to me tonite to see what was wrong. I feel like such a fucking loser right now. I’m just done trying. No matter what I do … I can’t do anything right. Obviously I don’t know how to be a friend. If I did … I wouldn’t be so alone. I just wish I knew what was wrong with me. At this point … I just give up.

Mood: empty