Who needs sleep?
Now I lay me down not to sleep
I just get tangled in the sheets
I swim in sweat three inches deep
I just lay back and claim defeatWho Needs Sleep? - Barenaked Ladies
THAT is how I’ve been feeling the last few nites. Friday nite … Saturday nite … Sunday nite … I slept like CRAP all 3 nites. It’s always taken me at least an hour to fall asleep at nite … if not 2. For as long as I can remember. But lately, especially last nite, I didn’t even sleep through the nite. I went to bed a little after 8pm and swear I woke up almost every 2 hours. It seemed like everytime I woke up, I was waking up from a dream. And it’s not like they were nightmares or anything. They were just stupid dreams that made no sense.
I am getting SO FUCKING SICK AND TIRED of this. Just once … just one nite … I wanna actually have a GOOD nite’s sleep. If that’s even possible.
I don’t know if it’s psychological or if it’s physical. And of course I haven’t gone to the doctor. If I do that, he might actually find something wrong with me … LOL. But I’m almost at the point where I don’t care. I can’t take it any more. I’m tired of feeling tired all of the time. There’s got to be something I can do.
I’m planning on going to bed around 8 again tonite. I’d go to bed now, but I’d just toss and turn even longer. And besides … I’m still hungry … LOL. I made a grilled ham and swiss and tomato soup for supper, but it wasn’t enough.
I’m gonna go crash on the couch for a while and then go to bed. I really should turn off the tv, but that’s not gonna happen … LOL. Maybe I’ll actually sleep tonite … 
tired