Did I just do something stupid?
As I mentioned in my last post (point #1), I was offered a postion at a company here in town on Thursday. I just called them and turned down the offer. I REALLY hope that it wasn’t a mistake. I do have reasoning for what I did.
As I also mentioned in my last post (point #3), I have a second interview with the first company I had interviewed with tomorrow morning. This is the main reason that I turned down that job offer. If I had accepted that position, I couldn’t have went ahead with the other company. Or if I did and was offered a position, then I’d have to tell the other company that I was offered a position elsewhere that I would rather have. And that wouldn’t be polite or proper to do.
The company that had offered me a position isn’t a web design company. I would just be working on the company’s website. The company that I have the second interview with is a web design company. That’s one of the main reasons why I would rather be there.
But … what if after my second interview, the company doesn’t offer me the position. What if they give it to another candidate? That is what has me worried and scared. I don’t know what I would do then. I don’t really have any other web design/programming options after that. There just isn’t anything here in Fargo. And I don’t want to relocate.
I’m really scared that I screwed up. But I had to take a chance. I want this other job. And there’s no way I could have pursued it if I had taken that offer. I just have to think positive. I did NOT screw up. I did what was the best for me. I will be okay. Everything will work out. It has to …
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